Dew drop of words

क्या सच में कभी कुछ ठीक हो पायेगा, मै  लाख कोशिश करू आगे बढ़ने की , क्या मेरा अतित मुझसे छूट पाएगा ? मेरे जख्म आज भी ताजा हैं  क्या इसे भी कोई ठीक कर पाएगा , छूट चूकी है सारी उम्मीदें मुझे इस जिंदगी से ,  क्या कोई मेरा अपना हो पाएगा ? मेरे बीते हादसे मुझे आगे बढ़ने नही देते , क्या कोई इन हालातों से मुझे निकाल पाएगा ? मैं छोड चुकी हूँ , जीने की उम्मीद को , क्या एसी जिंदगी में कोई मोहब्बत भर पाएगा , मेरा आखरी सवाल यही है खुदा से , क्या कभी सच में सब ठीक हो पाएगा ? 

काश मेरी जिंदगी भी बेहतर होती, हर खुशी मेरे हिस्से होती, काश तकलीफें कुछ कम होती , जिंदगी कितनी बेहतरीन होती , मेरे दुख की वजह मेरे पास होती ,  काश मै भी आजाद पंछी होती , वक्त लगेगा सब ठीक होने में ,  काश इस वक्त मेरी मोहब्बत पास होती ,  कितना खुबसूरत रहता वो पल , जिन लम्हों में मेरी तुझसे मुलाकात होती , काश तू समझता मेरी झूठी मुस्कान को , काश की तुझे मेरी तकलीफ महसूस होती ,  मुझे साथ रखने की,   करता हर मुमकिन कोशिश तू ,  जो कभी तुझको भी मुझसे सच्ची मोहब्बत होती , काश मैं भी तुम्हारी तरह बेदर्द होती । 

दास्तान जिंदगी की अब भी बाकी है । हिस्से में आना और भी दुख अब भी बाकी है । उलझन में फंसी हूँ हकीकत से हैरान  दिल को यकीन दिलाना अब भी बाकी है । आगे बढ़ने के लिए कई रास्ते हैं  सफर में चलना अब भी बाकी है । मैं तंग हूँ मेरी साँसों  से , बेहाल मौत आना अब भी बाकी है । 

She has few friends , No best friends  Sometimes she meet them. She has a lot of self respect  And have a lot of confidence  She took care of her alone from the beginning  Go everywhere alone,  always find peace by sitting away from the crowd. Her loyalty and trust is her quality. She handled herself alone in each situations She won't talk more , speak less but on point. She know the pain of heartbreaks so she never hurt anyone, She doesn't know whom to like, so she meets wrong people, but she recovers in time. Now she's waiting for the perfect boy maybe who come in her lovelife or it's completely happier to be single independent girl. She have ability to change herself whenever needed. She have ideas for creations,  talent ,ambitions, and lot of things which makes her different from other girls. She have power to support and love herself. She didn't needed any man, who take responsibility for her happiness.  She smile everyday, enjoying ea...

  Whenever I look at you,  it feels like the moon is closer to me  When you look into my eyes   I don't feel like closing my eyelids.  There are a million reasons to love you,  I have thousands of intentions of loving you. There are no excuses for not loving.  My eyes also yearn to see this beautiful dream.  💔 That you are in front of me and time stops there. That moment was so beautiful when you were close to me,  You were in my friend list, but not in the lines on my hands.  You were in my dreams but not in the real world.  I liked you, I loved you, But how can anyone else like me win over the girl you love? I lost.  Just give me the honor of becoming your devotee if I don't get your love in the next life. Can you ? 

Your eyes are so cute, Often feel like getting lost in them , By looking at them , I get answers to all my questions.  These eyes convey so much truth that there is no question of doubt after looking at them. These eyes are an ocean where I see only love.  Your eyes say what your tongue cannot say, When you lower your eyelids while smiling,  I feel like jumping with joy. In pearly eyes,  Tears are like rain,  Eyelashes are like rose petals,   Diamond like eyeballs,  Don't know what sorrow the drooping eyes are hiding. It is said that eyes never lie , Allow me to read these eyes , There are thousands of rivers to drown , Just give me an excuse to drown in your eyes.  Got an addiction with those rare diamonds. Truly I felt in love with your first glance.